My kids were sexually assaulted

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I have managed years without being here, but I'm losing control. My girls (5&8 ) were sexually assaulted last year and it destroyed me. It threw me back. I live in a small village and the community council have been covering it up. I've been seeking support, but it's very slow and arbitrary. I do have many supporters but the pervert that assaulted them is still free to play with young children. It is killing me. Cutting and b**ning hasn't helped, but I don't know what else to do.

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I don't know how to carry on, pretending it is ok. People need to ignore sh** like this. They can't deal with it.it's driving me insane. I look at my scars and marvel. I always wanted to stop, and did for so long, but I can't control the raged feel. How can these people get away with this? It fucks my head up.

[Faded~Lady]

Do you want to talk x