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Offline wishes

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afraid mt
« on: June 09, 2012, 06:46:08 PM »
i don't take drugs, i'm not on any form of medication, i have no diagnosis, i have been struggling with flashbacks, voices and self harm since i was 15.
i canít stop crying i cannot stop crying. it hurts. my throat hurts. my eyes hurt. iím just so scared. there are shadows everywhere. even when i blink. theyíre just outside my line of vision. theyíre in reflections. there are flashes. the sensation of being touched. of being grabbed. of being trapped. spiders running over me. i canít see them. i canít find them. i swear theyíre there. i swear iím not lying. iím so scared. i don't know what is happening to me..
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Offline sarahlouise

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Re: afraid mt
« Reply #1 on: June 09, 2012, 07:45:07 PM »
That sounds really frightening for you  :hug2:

Has anything happened recently that could have maybe triggered you feeling like this?

Is there anyone you would feel safe calling to come and sit with you?

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Offline toad

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Re: afraid mt
« Reply #2 on: June 09, 2012, 10:04:55 PM »
that sounds horrible.
have you got any professional help for you to turn to?
hope it calms down a bit soon.

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Re: afraid mt
« Reply #3 on: June 10, 2012, 02:36:57 PM »
Talk to a trusted friend, family member, parent or some you are close with or simply ask your friends to come over and sir with you till it eases. Have U tried distracting yourself?
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