I think it's time to take some time away from this forum because I don't think it's doing me much good. I feel like no one talks to me and no one listens. Maybe it's me being paranoid I don't know but I know I can't take it. There's no point in being on this forum if I'm going to talk to myself, I'm sorry, but that's how it feels to me.
There are people on here who get support from the same people time after time, but the 'supporters' seem to ignore the people they don't know. It's heartbreaking to feel like this, it's tiresome and it's like you're being ripped apart inside.
Like a lot of people on here I have my own problems, some of which other people have gone through too, some maybe haven't, but I've never said any of them really because of the reasons I've mentioned above.
I'm going by the principle of no one cares so there's no point in being here anymore, it's not at all easy feeling like this, it's like a huge weight on my shoulders all the time, the weight being that everyone who sees and meets me just wants me dead, they don't want me here. In all honesty though I don't want to be here anymore either and as soon as everything is sorted I will be dead.