meeting up with ex today to talk. I said I wouldn't mention relationship. I don't know what to say Just want him back, he's just seen a horrible side to me this whole relationship and I know we could have worked. I'm getting help now and facing up to everything- I couldn't change whilst I didn't have that help. He said he wasn't happy with me and is now its over, but I found out hes been at the counsellor so I'm not sure if I believe it. Everyone tells me to move on, but I can't, I love him.
I've lost all my friends because of this. They're frustrated with me and telling me to 'snap out of it.' They're spending time with him because hes coping by going out and getting drunk which I can't do.
I just feel so alone. How do I fix this?