Hey guys, wasnt sure wether to drop in or not but thought id update, coz i appreciated the support i was getting here before i cracked up. I had a real bad crash at the weekend, i took myself to A&E on sunday morning to get cuts seen to, and was immediatley detained. I was in hospital from sunday morning till yesterday afternoon, when, after lots of conversations with lots of professionals, was taken to a crisis house, which is where ive been since. Im not under a section, but its one step away. Sort of a halfway point, stop it before it gets any worse in a way.
So i cracked up. Spoke to pshyce today, am coming off the venlafaxine coz its sent me off my rocker, so, in a few days ill be completley anti depressant free for the first time in 15 years. Scary, but im told its the right thing to do. Just gotta try i guess.
Its pretty scary here. But they let me bring my laptop in so i can keep in touch with the world.
Need a darn big hug!! Only a couple of freinds know im here, my family dont know, an no one else does. feel quite alone with it. just trying to cope.
Im safe here, i guess thats all that matters. if i hurt myself while im here ill be sectioned. im actually feeling pretty stressed out tonight, first day coming off meds. aargh! everything looks like a tool! gonna shut up now, sorry for the ramble.