So, Fri night I actually slept really well. Pretty much from midnight to midday Sat. Was so lovely and woke up feeling much less sad. Phoned step bro in the afternoon and he came and picked me up and took me to his. Stayed for dinner then we all went to a local pub for the evening. Didn't get drunk or anything, just had a wine and diet cokes. Last night didn't sleep at all, well eventually got off sometime after 5am this morning. Didn't spend the night fretting tho, just read a book and time seemed to go quite fast.
Slept until 10am this morning then made myself get up (which is an achievement at the moment). Mum came round at lunchtime and brought me a couple of presents from her holiday and stayed for a cuppa. Have spent the rest of today on the sofa and have had a nap, which I probably shouldn't have.
Generally feeling a bit brighter at the mo. Would be the case now I have a lot of support set up for next week. Oh well just glad I'm not feeling so depressed. Got work 11-3 tomorrow then psychologist at 4.