I'm to ashamed to post this under my name. It's an amazing opportunity. Yet I'm petrified.
Mum has a few job interviews for out there, and the earliest we could be there is September! Not that it's that doable this end. There was talk of me to stay in the uk and finish my studying, but mum doesn't feel this will be good for me. She says if I don't go, she won't go. I really don't feel able to make a disition about this. I can't decide what to wear, let alone moving to the other side of the world this is huge.
My manager at work doesn't feel it's the best thing for my mental health, my best friend said 'I'm not being funny but you'll be dead within 6 months of moving there'
I'm not feeling mentally well at the moment. My parents don't understand, they keep telling me to get over it, cheer up, pull myself together. Then in the next sentence 'go cut yourself then' - I'm scared. I love my parents, but moving to oz, I'll loose my support network, I'll just know them. They aren't supportive at all when it comes to my 'mental health' - mums answer is... 'you'll be able to get your meds in Australia'
I don't think that's the answer :s
I'm sorry for sounding so ungrateful.