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Offline is_it_true

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Re: sorry.... *sh*
« Reply #120 on: April 22, 2012, 08:44:06 PM »
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how you doing sweetie? hope you have managed to look after your b**ns.
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Re: sorry.... *sh*
« Reply #121 on: April 22, 2012, 08:46:07 PM »
I'm sorry you b**nt hun please look after them,thinking of you  :hug1: :hug2: xxx
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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #122 on: April 22, 2012, 09:23:35 PM »
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Pushing down into the b**ns from today and Friday, need them to really hurt, the pain is helping me to focus a bit better :blushing:

b**ns will be ok, they're only small.

Feeling very distressed. J has just told me to 'get a f***ing grip' :hide:

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Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it.
Please, all keep as safe as you can.

I will be thinking of you xxxxx :hug1: :hug

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Re: sorry.... *sh*
« Reply #123 on: April 22, 2012, 09:28:21 PM »
That doesn't sound very helpful of J hun,can you do anything else instead of hurting yourself,try to stay safe  :hug1: :hug2: xxx
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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #124 on: April 22, 2012, 09:32:26 PM »
Hun can you try having an early night? I know it's very hard but please try to not hurt yourself more xx xx xx

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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #125 on: April 22, 2012, 09:38:22 PM »
sounds like frustrartion form j, but still completel not helpful to you! i find my mr can be insensitive sometimes when he has no idea what to do with me.

getting an early night sounds like a nice idea. i might do that myself in a bit.

keep talking. :hug1: :hug1:

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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #126 on: April 22, 2012, 09:42:40 PM »
+1 ^. think J is just scared and doesn;t know how to help you. Still doesn't make it very nice for you but sure its only cos he loves you but doesn't know what to do.  :hug1: :hug2:

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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #127 on: April 22, 2012, 09:48:09 PM »
Yea, I think J feels lost with it all, I think it would be easier for him if it was simpler, if there was something practical he could do to make it better. But yea, it doesnt help the situation, and leaves me feeling hurt and uncared for.

Playing various games online to try to distract and calm down. Not sure that sleep is an option yet, feeling too wired and agitated.

Havent taken my AP yet, really dont want to. Its stupid, its a half dose that Ive agreed with my cc. I *know* that if things continue the way they are I will be signed off work again and then will be at even more risk. Logically, I know that taking the AP will help avoid that. So why cant I just do it?! Ridiculous :banghead: Going to try to set myself a time - that at 10pm, I will just go and take them, dont know if it will work.

Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it.
Please, all keep as safe as you can.

I will be thinking of you xxxxx :hug1: :hug

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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #128 on: April 22, 2012, 09:50:36 PM »
That sounds like a good idea Hun, and you can do it.

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Re: sorry.... *sh* *graphic*
« Reply #129 on: April 22, 2012, 10:04:44 PM »
did you take it hun? xx :hug1:
please could you take it for tonight? xx xx