Don't you realise how pathetic you sound? Moaning and whingeing and feeling sorry for yourself. What do you actually have to feel bad about? You have a fella, a job, a home, fella's boys, family, friends. So shut the f*** up with your whingeing
It's not even as you really count as struggling with SH or ED or depression any more, you have meds, your mood is generally ok, SH is rare, you eat far too f***ing much to deserve anything, stupid fat b*tch. So what are you gonna do? Can't self destruct cos that's unfair on fella and boys, on mum, on dad, on bro, on work and friends. So why the f*** post anything here cos you know you'll survive.
Go cut or b**n, post all attention seeking, then duck off and smile.