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Offline Lily Kym

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #40 on: April 18, 2012, 07:27:36 PM »
xx xx sorry hun

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #41 on: April 19, 2012, 06:31:15 PM »
You've nothing to say sorry for, you're being so lovely and really helping even though things are rough for you and I'm giving nothing in return. I've managed to hide b**ns from fella so far, hoping it stays that way. Even tho fella is lovely and really understanding about this stuff I don't feel right talking to him about it, don't know why? Kind of want to talk to friend but not sure how, when etc. Just feel a bit alone atm but constantly surrounded by people so I can't deal with it in my 'usual' ways  ::-\:
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #42 on: April 19, 2012, 09:04:38 PM »
I'm glad your fella is lovely and understanding hun. But i totally understand why you dont feel right talking to him about it. could you maybe let him know you're just a little low? xx xx

how are you feeling now? xx

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #43 on: April 20, 2012, 11:48:49 PM »
hi mirrhi, sorry i've not been online the past few days  :hug2:

I agree with lily kym, perhaps tell him a bit but not all?

You know you can always talk to us and have our support x x

Perhaps its better you cant deal with it in your usual ways (im assuming this is referring to self harm?) as you'll have to find better way. Perhaps drawing? listening to music? having a rant here?  :1059:
If you feel like life is a dark, worthless place, please know that you have just fallen down a hole and that impossible as it seems, you can climb out again, and see that life is really a beautiful place to be

http://www.nshn.co.uk/forum/index.php?topic=74073.msg1702918#new

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #44 on: April 21, 2012, 08:48:01 AM »
Thank you both,  your words and hugs mean a lot  :hug1:
I think fella may have an idea I'm not so good but I find it really hard to start any conversation about it. Part of me really wishes he'd ask, cos then I can answer without making it seem like a huge deal, which it would feel like if I brought it up.
You're probably right justine on it being better not being able to use my usual coping methods. I just feel a bit lost without them. I have a day alone today, trying to plan lots to keep busy til fella and boys return tonight.
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

Offline Lily Kym

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #45 on: April 21, 2012, 05:32:39 PM »
how  are you feeling hun? xx :hug1:

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #46 on: April 23, 2012, 03:29:47 PM »
I'm ok, sorry, not really been able to get online. Kept busy all weekend with jobs and boy's bday on Sunday.
Talked to friend today. She suggested I ask for someone else to email at ED group. I don't know  ::-\:
Got so much work to do but can't seem to focus. I need a kick up the ****
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #47 on: April 25, 2012, 11:36:48 AM »
Feeling pretty ugh today. Saw supersize v superskinny last night which has left me feeling greedy fat and horrible. I want to stop eating but I can't. Hip is starting to heal, but stupid head wants to do more damage to it. Fella hasn't seen it and I'm not with him this weekend which feels like an opportunity.

Sorry, just a whinge.
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #48 on: April 25, 2012, 05:48:11 PM »
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Re: Bad person *sh ed*
« Reply #49 on: April 25, 2012, 06:24:18 PM »
hey, wingings good :)

glad to hear your still doing ok.

Could you write a note or something to your partner? Or give some sort of hint?

If you feel like life is a dark, worthless place, please know that you have just fallen down a hole and that impossible as it seems, you can climb out again, and see that life is really a beautiful place to be

http://www.nshn.co.uk/forum/index.php?topic=74073.msg1702918#new