Hi, im here because i hae no one else to talk to that understands my difficulties. Mods please feel free to move if im posing in the wrong place.
Im on Fluoxetine, Haloperidol and Lamotrigine. I seem to have slowly gained weight since i started the Fluoxetine, even though its only a low dose. My Bulimia has been torturing me, i know it doesnt make you lose weight but its got such a control over me. Ive decided to stop taking my Fluoxetine to see if any weight comes off. I excercise and eat well, but the weight just keeps going up, so depressing and upsetting.
Im possibly starting a very low dose of Quetiapine (spelt wrong?) Ive been told, at this dose is shouldnt cause weight gain although i know its renound for being a gainer. But i cant sleep so what am i supposed to do? Either way i seem to lose and feel worse.
Im at such a loss. I feel like i cant get anything right. I still have no sensation in my arm where i cut thru a nerve and needed an operation. The scars are bad and painful. I want to sh more, im trying not so, i have on my legs but theyre more scratches than cuts, they dont need treatment. To be honest my weight is driving me to thought of suicide. I just CANNOT gain any more, i cant, i cant cope with it, if you pardon the pun, its consuming me. I just feel so heartbroken. Lonely. Desperate. Hungry now and i just cant cope because i just dont want to eat because im so fat. Oh m god please help me, i cant live this way.