It's to much. I can't do it anymore. Foods becoming an issue. Eating a chore. I eat I just feel sick. My apatite is messed up. I really need to cut. But I'm swimming Friday. With work. So. Can't.
I have a drs appt at 9.20 this morning, so I'm going to be late for work, my manager is ok with it because she wants me to see my GP, but I'm panicking, I hate hate hate being late.
I haven't spoke to anybody for about a month now as counsellor has been off. I'm really struggling. I want to die. I can't think of any other way to stop all this.
It's gone on to long. I don't know what else to do.