Four years ago today my world was shattered. My mum was diagnosed with breast cancer.
It was the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. To see her poorly. To see her 'blue' from the ink stuff. To see her have chemo. The chemo made her very poorly, she was in bed for at least a week after, I looked after her. Got her drinks and toast when she wanted them. I mentally lost it. I was fine at home I had to be, but at school I lost it, started skiving, and kicking off. But they left me to it!! then radio therapy after that. Going to that hospital was horrible
That was a very hard year. A very hard year.
It hurts to think about it. I haven't cried yet today, but I can feel it comeing. She's all clear now.I thought I was going to loose her, I'm still not over it I don't think, it still upsets me a lot. I still can't believe it happened. Ill never forget that day.