The NSHN Forum


Back to NSHN Mainsite   
News: New members: please note that all new applications are manually checked for member safety. It can take up to 24 hrs for new accounts to be approved. When approved you will be emailed with your activation link, and after you activate your account you can then post and see additional rooms. You must have a valid email address to receive your activation link.
 
*
Welcome, Guest. Please login or register. July 31, 2014, 06:21:25 AM


Login with username, password and session length

Pages: [1]   Go Down
  Print  
Author Topic: four years ago today (may trig)  (Read 298 times)
0 Members and 1 Guest are viewing this topic.
rainbow
18+
Usually here
***
Offline Offline

Posts: 3898


This Too Shall Pass!


« on: March 03, 2012, 05:50:55 PM »

Four years ago today my world was shattered. My mum was diagnosed with breast cancer.

It was the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. To see her poorly. To see her 'blue' from the ink stuff. To see her have chemo. The chemo made her very poorly, she was in bed for at least a week after, I looked after her. Got her drinks and toast when she wanted them. I mentally lost it. I was fine at home I had to be, but at school I lost it, started skiving, and kicking off. But they left me to it!! then radio therapy after that. Going to that hospital was horrible Sad

That was a very hard year. A very hard year.

It hurts to think about it. I haven't cried yet today, but I can feel it comeing. She's all clear now.I thought I was going to loose her, I'm still not over it I don't think, it still upsets me a lot. I still can't believe it happened. Ill never forget that day.
Logged

With Love. x
Justice For Giraffes
How's it going today wee Mary? Wink
"Iíve been to the year 3000Ö.. Not much has changed but Freddo's are £40.
Bea
NSHN Moderator & CG Member
Usually here
*****
Offline Offline

Posts: 5370


No day But Today.


« Reply #1 on: March 03, 2012, 05:53:21 PM »

That is a huge thing that you have all been through - 4 years is a very short time, it's not surprising it still feels raw for you.   littlehug2

Be kind to yourself. 

It is brilliant that you still have your mum with you Smiley
Logged

invisiblyyyT  *jingly turtle*  
Lady Giraffe
Reality is a lovely place, but I wouldn't wanna live there.
findingmyway
18+
Usually here
***
Offline Offline

Posts: 3800



« Reply #2 on: March 03, 2012, 06:34:38 PM »

Thats a huge thing to go through lovely littlehug1 Like Bea says - its not surprising it still feels raw for you littlehug1

Can you do something nice for yourself this evening?

Keep talking lovely
Logged

24th April - I can't pm so I hope everyone that has supported me can see this.

Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it. I am leaving the forum, didnt want to go without saying anything.

Please, all keep as safe as you can.

I will be thinking of you x littlehug1 :hug
rainbow
18+
Usually here
***
Offline Offline

Posts: 3898


This Too Shall Pass!


« Reply #3 on: March 03, 2012, 06:56:26 PM »

Just went for a lush walk with my friend, her mum, and her dog. In the woods.

Heads a mess. hideinbox I'm trying to stay safe.
Logged

With Love. x
Justice For Giraffes
How's it going today wee Mary? Wink
"Iíve been to the year 3000Ö.. Not much has changed but Freddo's are £40.
Reeta
18+
Usually here
***
Offline Offline

Posts: 6849


Faulty genes


« Reply #4 on: March 04, 2012, 08:20:18 AM »

Its a huge thing but you really have to look on the positive. You still have her.

I lost my Dad to cancer so I know how frightening it is to watch and be with someone going through the treatment, but the treatment worked, she is clear. Focus on that and the future. Not the past.
Logged
Pages: [1]   Go Up
  Print  
 
Jump to:  

Powered by MySQL Powered by PHP Powered by SMF 1.1.19 | SMF © 2013, Simple Machines

Valid XHTML 1.0! Valid CSS! Dilber MC Theme by HarzeM