oh gosh, i dont want people to see these things but i need to say them so ill put a
what if the pain lasts for ever what if i dont matter what if it will never get any better? what if better is just as bad?? i feel horrid whatever.
i know the post is realy positive but sh**. im sorry i need to ask this, you probably deserve that, a good life but i am not going to get it i dont deserve it obviously. why dont i? what have i done?
im sorry i need to askj you. i dont get it!