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Here and Now Room / Re: Tired of fighting myself *trig sh* *trig SA*
« Last post by Tucan on Today at 04:43:43 PM »
That is sad. Good luck with the acute mental health team. I hope they manage to help you. I don't know what they do. But I hope it is useful for you.
Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds 2
« Last post by Tucan on Today at 04:41:54 PM »
They were feeding lambs when I got there and instead of going over to them I got ready and made a tea. It was before I was supposed to start working and I didn't realise they were feeding lambs I thought they were just checking the sheep so I got my boots and sat and had a cup of tea. Oops. I am thinking about more self harm tonight. I didn't do anything last night. I told my manager I was stressed this week over what she had said to me. I told her about the med change and how I hope my mood stays stable. I didn't tell her about the self harm. She told me I need to be honest and open with all the people trying to help me. Why do I have to be so special! Why does this keep happening to me?
Friends & Family / Re: worried mummy
« Last post by beanobob on Today at 10:54:28 AM »
Hi Dragonfly, I'm with you! Well done for making a GP appointment and I would also say, contact school and let the Year 7 Pastoral Support person know and then keep in regular contact. My situation is a similar, my daughter is 13 and very reserved and finds it very difficult to speak to people she doesn't know. However, I did manage to get her to the GP when I first found out and school have given good support. She sees the school nurse when she is in (not often) and the pupil manager for Year 8 has been great and they have got to know each other over time. My daughter is now under CAMHS as it all escalated after Christmas and I've recently found out about other support available, one to one confidence building sessions that can be run in school, outdoor activities and NHS support for myself through MindMatters. However, I only found this all out last week. After ages of googling and finding nothing, I talked to the CAMHS counsellor after she had finished with my daughter and she told me about these other services (we are in Lancashire). Its so difficult because you don't know the questions to ask or what to ask for when its all so new and shocking. Good luck, try to keep pushing and asking for help. Our situation is far from resolved, we are right in the middle of it and but I always feel better when I DO something practical, like make an appointment or phone a service etc. Keep in touch.
Here and Now Room / Re: Canít keep up with my moods
« Last post by Tigger on Today at 10:52:09 AM »
This all sounds good can you plan something nice like a reward to look forward to at the end of your stressful day? Glad you are looking forward to seeing your friends
Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds 2
« Last post by Tigger on Today at 10:50:28 AM »
I guess it takes time for the reduced dose to work though right? Nobody's perfect we all make mistakes its just how we learn from them that matter.  Do you want to tell us what went wrong? Or not up too you.
Here and Now Room / Re: Tired of fighting myself *trig sh* *trig SA*
« Last post by Tigger on Today at 10:48:37 AM »
I'm freaking out a bit here. Stuff works differently in oz but i see a private psychologist and Medicare (equivilant of nhs) pays for 10 sessions but then i have continued to pay privately. Then my gp referred me to a private psychiatrist but I'm not allowed to see her again for 6 months from when i saw her. Anyway that was 3 months ago and I'm basically in crisis and the gp referred me to a public (like nhs) psychiatrist and I've been referred to the acute mental health care team who are coming to my house tomorrow I'm kinda freaking out cause i don't understand what they do and I've never been in this situation before when i was very depressed at 16 i didn't  enrage the mh services cause i was scared too. I know I'm unwell but i also think im just being a drama queen and should just get over it! Argh hate my brain hate all the things that have been taken from me like the ability to function normally hate myself for not being able to cope  :banghead:
Here and Now Room / Re: Tired of fighting myself *trig sh* *trig SA*
« Last post by Tucan on Yesterday at 06:24:19 PM »
Hopefully you can sort your horse out and they will be better.
Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds 2
« Last post by Tucan on Yesterday at 06:23:49 PM »
Thank you. I do keep trying. Work have told me I have had a better day today. I took the reduced dose of the ap last night. So hopefully I can get things back on track again. There was something I did today that did annoy them but it's ok.
Friends & Family / Re: worried mummy
« Last post by Tucan on Yesterday at 06:09:46 PM »
Sounds like you are doing all you can do. It is good that h has managed to talk to you about it.
Here and Now Room / Re: Tired of fighting myself *trig sh* *trig SA*
« Last post by Tigger on Yesterday at 12:11:25 PM »
Now my horse is lame. Was literally the only thing keeping me going everyday. What's the point of it everything. What's the point in living like this
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