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Hope you're ok.

if we could just sleep through our problems then the whole world would be dozing right now :p
who knows maybe seeing him will be nice it might do you the world of good, is there nothing you can do to vent? when i feel like this i write alot of the time or make wallpapers on my pc (suck at drawing) i find it lets me express how i feel without actually showing it you know?

like nothing matters anymore. I'm weak. I've lost all self respect. I created this, i'm the one to blame. I hate myself.

very scared and triggered.

You dont need to be sorry.
just stay positive about uni, be excited its a new chapter, try not to fear the unknown.

  every scar tells a story. every stomach pain reminds me i need to do more. its obvious friends dont really give a toss.
1 cut 2 cuts 3 cuts will never be enough.
keeping mouth shut wil not solve the weight.
i feel like im livin in a bubble of shame and wounds and secrets dyin to escape.

I haven't seen him for ages. Got to really. It'll be okay, I probably won't see him for that long. *sigh*
I wish I could just sleep through it and someone would wake me up when it's over.

i only left in may, but i havent seen that girl since 2nd or 3rd year.  thankyou for the advice.
im still feeling really bad about tomorrow and not going to see my friends dad.
im sorry

  i regards to uni and this girl, i dont know how long u have been away from school but a lot has probably change. Your both doing the same course so shows u have the same interests. i know it can feel difficult as  had the same situation i was builled by this girl at school for 2 years, then about 5 years later she started at the smae place i worked and i sat opposite her i was terrified it would all start up again but actually we got on so well. c things can change. you just need to take it like a new day like u both never had any history and see how it goes.

thanx and sorry

no - no help atm.

my head is a swirling mess of emotions, too much going on only one way out.